All these pictures were taken just the other day...can't remember exactly which day...the day just came...and then went.
As I was sitting here at the counter making a list of something that requires paper to remember, I saw yet another hospital bill from our daughter Amelia. That sweet little thing gave us some excitement while we waited for her. Doctors had a really good time looking at her, especially her heart and kidneys. Therefore all the doctor bills we still receive in the mail even after she has arrived, even after they decided she is fine.
We live in a small town without alot of advanced medical care at our finger tips. This means if you want to visit a specialist...you must go for a day trip somewhere. The husband and I made several day trips together to visit people "in the know" about our baby.
At the time it was stressful. It meant arranging babysitting, husband taking time off from work, traveling in the winter months when roads were often icy or snowy. But today as I think back, what I remember was time with my husband, one on one. Special lunch dates, shopping, the sweet relief that can only come from hearing Dr. Smarty Pants tell you your baby looks fine.
Those days have come and gone...but bits and pieces of them I want to remember. I kind of wish I had a visual reminder of them.
And that's where picture taking comes in. It isn't just the splendid trip to Hawaii or Disneyland that I want to remember living. It's that "just the other day" that seems to slip through our finger tips. It's the way the light comes in and hits the walls, making them glow now that the season is changing.
This picture will take me there. It will be an account of that day lived.
This whole, blog-look-at-my-life thing can certainly seem like an odd way to spend ones time. And time is precious friend. We only get so much every day, a busy mom of three must invest wisely or go just plain nuts trying to fit it all in. I love this season of my life. I want to know that with a click of the computer, I can come back and visit it again, smell it, see it, hear it, feel it. The good, the bad, the great.
My pictures take me there....the ones I took...just the other day.
ah. tears.
ReplyDeletecause here's the thing:
the days just keep coming and going.
and then all of a sudden they're gone.
what good are they if you didn't stop and catch the light?
i saw a picture i'd snapped a few years ago of my lucas.
strapped asleep in his carseat just like that.
before gavin. before charlie. and just a day.
i would give a hundred million somethings to have that nothing day with a two year old lukey again.
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you have a way with words.
love, lindsay
ok... I would just like to say that I came across your blog and feel like it was COMPLETELY MEANT TO BE! I just posted some pictures of my sweet (almost 2 year old) toddler, Josie, eating cheeseballs... and I was thinking... where has the time gone? she is SO BIG! talking, playing, thriving!!!! I am SOOO GLAD that I have captured these momentous, and not so momentous (hence, the cheeseballs) occasions :-) They melt my heart and make me so very joyful!
ReplyDeleteSo happy to have found your BLOG! Can't wait to follow along....
~Maggie
how sweet is your daughter! Love her name.!
ReplyDeleteOH MY GOSH!!!! I got your message this morning (it put a HUGE smile on my face) and definitely agree that we are 2 kindred souls and Mama's (of course!) You are so sweet!!! :-)
ReplyDeleteWish you a very happy Friday! And wonderful weekend my dear....
All the very best,
Maggie