Color of lunch...

Since becoming a mom....
I don't often get to eat regular, proper meals...
or if I do...I don't actually taste them.  



Meals are inhaled as I run around the house feeding two kiddos and a baby...
today I was caught in a moment of silence in my house.  


Baby was sleeping away a longer than usual nap.
Big girls were busy being busy.


 I tasted deep orange...crisp green...sour yellow....
and it tasted oh...so...good.

Betty Draper...are you in there...



I did my very best to channel my inner Betty Draper this weekend...
There is a wonderful organization called Mom's Network in our community and this weekend was their yearly fundraiser called Mom Prom.

It was SO...MUCH...FUN.

I got to take my little black dress out on the town.  

There was a dessert bar, live band, silent auction, raffle, wine and dancing.

The best dressed gals were the ones that wore THEIR original prom dresses from way back when.  

There were brides maid dresses, thrifted dresses and lots of little black dresses.  

It was a hoot.

My date was a fellow mom...the men folk staying home with the small fries. 

What a great treat to be out on the town!


become you...


I had the best morning with her the other day.
She had the day off from school, but her little sister didn't.
Baby was down for her nap and we did one of her favorite activities together.
We folded laundry.
(I know...right?!?!)
It was morning and she was fresh from a good nights sleep.
She did not have to vie for attention with her sisters.
She was not preoccupied with daily routine tasks like spelling words or dinner time.
She was in her element...organizing the clothes into neat piles.
She was clearly...Audra.
It was a remarkable moment.
Not one of me playing the parenting role.
Her playing the daughter role.
She was just being Audra.
And Audra is quite the young lady.
I felt honored to get to know, to hang out with, to live with such a nice person.
As parents it's sometimes hard to see them as their own person...not just a child, a responsibility.
It is so easy to get caught up in making sure they have clean teeth, homework done, nice words, combed hair, matching socks, hands to themselves, veggies downed...and the list goes on and on.
This "responsibility" of mine....
this Audra...
is becoming quite the nice person.

High five...



This kid is a delight.
I cannot wait to know the woman she will become.
Funny.
Smart.
Sensitive.
Full of laughter.
I used to think that things, situations made you laugh, feel good, enjoy life.
No...
people like THIS kid do.
Five years ago today we met her...
she has been the best five years of my life to date.  
Elliot...
you are a rock star.

one...


This weekend has been a long time coming...
a year to be exact.



Our baby is one.  
Not so much a baby really.
But yet...my BABY.


We had cake...
and only one minor cake incident.



Nothing a pile more sprinkles couldn't fix...



We partied with a huge group of family that love and adore her as much as we do...




Good news...baby likes chocolate.


It has been one heck of a year.
So good.
So hard.
So much LOVE.
A few tears.
So many giggles.
So many belly laughs.
So many discoveries.

She is part of our new normal.
She is so firmly planted in our hearts...
I can't remember what it was like without her here. 

Amelia you have my love...