You know that "one more thing" that tips you over the edge and sends you screaming out of house like your pants are on fire?
It has arrived.
First I thought it was just the extra company over Thanksgiving.
Then I thought it was the insane hour of the morning that we have been getting up to workout everyday.
I thought maybe it was the impending crush of Christmas activities.
Then I thought it definitely had to be the bladder, to be decided kidney infection, my littlest is currently fighting.
But now...just right now...I realized it is ALL of it.
I love this time of year.
I do...I keep telling myself.
But today it is feeling like "one more thing."
I am putting on a pot of coffee and the brakes.
Will there be lights on the house this year?
Probably not.
I'm busy rocking my baby girl that doesn't feel well.
Will I make amazingness for all those I love with my own two hands?
Probably not.
But I will make sure that all the amazing people I know feel my love for them.
I know, I know...you're thinking, "lady, it's not even December yet....you just need to chillax or something."
It's true...I do.
That's why I am putting on the brakes...right...now.
Wish me luck friends...and welcome December...the jolliest month of the year.
yep.yep.yep. good luck--- i on the other hand live with my conscience in 7 year old girl form. who just today, when asked to take the rotten pumpkins to the trash, replied with utter dismay and disapointment, "we never even carved them.. couldn't we carve them for chistmas??" um no. that ship has sailed. :)
ReplyDeletesending you loads of love... and warm wishes for your jolliest month :-) YOu are loved beyond words! You do what you gotta do my friend... and I like the idea of "brakes"... and am trying to do some slowing down my own self! :) <>
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